September 22, 2021 - Manu, Sockeye Salmon, X2, and another one of those times where I unload a bunch of emotional stuff on you in a blog post

I got up at 6:20, showered, and ate before going to Dunks with the greatest person to ever walk this planet and also Luisa. It was excellent, and I hope to do it again soon. School was uneventful. There were ice cream sandwiches at Peer Group! I walked up the street with Luisa and Vera. When I got home, I played Red Dead. I caught the Sockeye, my 13th and final legendary fish. I mailed it Jeremy Gill, and not long after I received an invitation go on a short fishing trip with him. He had caught wind of a 200 lb Catfish on the San Luis in New Austin. We trode there, and I set up my camera to photograph him while he caught it. He hooked it, began to reel, and then go pulled under the water, never to be seen again. It was incredibly cool, and I got a free hat out of it (the one he left on the beach). I played basketball in my driveway for a while, and then went upstairs to start X2 before dinner. We ate, and then I finished the movie in the basement. I watched an episode of The Good Place, then went back up. Now I'm blogging and watching Gossip Girl 4x13. I try to be very honest in these, so I'll just say that today was pretty rough. I did normal Graham things, but I felt pretty bad this afternoon/evening. My (self-diagnosed) bipolarity has been pretty under control lately, but it was bad today. The reason it's been so good lately has honestly been the fact that if I know I'm about to feel bad I can just talk to you or hang out with you or I already am with you. You were pretty preoccupied today, and I was talking to you anyway, but I don't know, I still felt off. Also, don't take any of this the wrong way or blame yourself for anything. You know how there's that phrase "get out of your own head"? I do something similar, my brain just endorses it. Like intrusive thoughts, but they're of my own making and I keep thinking them. It doesn't make a lot of sense and you don't have to say anything I just like pouring through every detail about my day and this was part of it. Also, I definitely feel better when I write about it. Anyway, the song of the day is That Funny Feeling by Bo Burnham. A score of 5.5/10. Eat fresh.