August 10, 2021 - Belmar, Pizza Time, Pizza Time: Redux, and Some Personal Things I Started Writing Without Remembering Luisa Reads My Blog and Will Now Feel Emotional Weight If I Delete Them

Hello all. I got up somewhat early this morning, around 10 am. I played video games, then made some mac and cheese for lunch. I swung by the library to pick up my second summer reading, then left for Lilly's. Luisa, Vera, Bella, Alonso, Lilly, and I went to Belmar for a beach day. We got some 7/11 pizza. It was spectacular. On the way back, we stopped for some more hot, fresh pizza. I got home, watched the lastest Bad Batch episode (incredible) and headed upstairs. I'm leaving at 9 tomorrow, so I'll go to bed earlyish unless I find myself in an unanticipated night conversation with someone (likely). On the IGN Scale, today gets the first ever 10/10 on this blog. That's right, I said it. I may have talked about this on my other blog, but things are really, really good in my life right now. The past 6 months or so have been the hardest in my entire life, and things finally started to turn around about a month ago. I concluded a lot of issues and made a ton of progress in areas like my sexuality, religious beliefs, and social circle, not to mention the fact that I'm actually in a successful relationship for the first time ever. It feels like the happiest time in my entire life, although some of that could be attributed to comparison with the awful time the came before. There are definitely some kinks to work out, both things that will come with time and things that I just gotta do, but to be honest, I'm not even worried about them (at least at the moment). I have to come out to my parents for christ's sake, and it doesn't even seem so hard. This one got a little personal yikes. It's ok though. Keep eating fresh, future me and also Luisa. I always forget she reads this when I'm writing it. I remember the dumbest shit about absolutely nothing and then blank on the important stuff. Can't delete it now, I poured my heart and soul into this. Also, Zuckonit might be a little dry coming up considering I'll be on vacation, but G.O.D. (my cute little nickname for Graham's Online Diary) will be fresh as always, despite there being little to report, I presume. This post might be my gesamtkunstwerk in blog form. Fare thee well...